I think you can be glad that you lost your virginity to someone close who you respect and feel at ease with, but I’d be wary of turning this into something else before you’ve experienced other relationships.
You’re young, so why get into a potentially difficult relationship at this stage? You mustn’t confuse that with love or think it means you’re meant to be together. You were both virgins and felt so comfortable in each other’s company that you were able to share one of the most special moments of your lives together. What you’ve done isn’t illegal but what you have to realise if you want to continue this relationship is some people won’t approve. I led him on and I’m worried and confused. We had a good time together and are longing to see each other again, but my friends think sex with a cousin is incest and is wrong. The next day when we were left alone again by his parents, we couldn’t resist doing it again when we were at the beach. I pulled off his trunks and dared him to swim naked with me in the pool.Īfter telling him I was on the Pill, he realised what I had in mind and minutes later we lost our virginity, which felt wonderful. His parents were out, so no one could see us.
He’s very handsome and as I fancied him I deliberately made him sexually excited by asking him to rub sun oil over my body while we were sunbathing in the garden. My cousin and I are both 17 and were virgins until our holiday with his parents at a villa in Barbados.
